Loss
To be at loss. ..Sometimes it leaves you with an extreme feeling of helplessness. You just let things go unrepaired right in front of you. Watch them crumble right there, and all you get to do is watch in vain. Something could have been done maybe; some words might have bridged the gap. But you just let it remain the way they are. And soon you are at loss; all the unspoken emotions somehow fill the huge void that builds in between.
Today I feel like Seth (City of angels fame), choosing between the one you love and something so perfect in harmony. I chose the former today, and learn to live with the loss hence incurred. I bleed and know the taste of helplessness again. Nauseating! Leading stakeholders astray…a visceral truth I gulp down with my eyes closed.
I hope I come out with no regrets whatsoever.
posted by Swarna Subash @ 3:08 AM
